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08:59pm 18/03/2005
 
mood: anxious
music: he is legend--- the walls have teeth
i just got into college. go me.

















NEVER FLY DELTA!
 
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SHHHHHHHHHH!!!!   
09:36pm 11/03/2005
 
mood: content
music: origa--- stand alone complex theme
keep this top secret!


bye
 
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old friends   
09:51pm 24/02/2005
 
mood: content
music: the cure---- pictures of you
i just went back and read some stuff from my lj archives. a lot of it was really flippin funny, especially the parts where im over tired or really pisesed or other such things like that. well, that was fun.
 
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girls pants: not just for girls anymore!   
08:34pm 24/02/2005
 
mood: okay
music: blood brothers--- usa nails
tonight was the skiing banquet. i won the high-style award. booya mofackies, i's drest bedduh then all yalls!

also, i think i swallowed a bug today. it was really gross. i dont want to do it again. so i wont. i dont think.
 
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kill it like a stray cat   
09:47pm 23/02/2005
 
mood: crazy
music: showbread--- so selfish its funny
im on myspace now bitches!!! go read it. its under the email ben_z84@yahoo.com, and its titled alex.

today wasnt all bad. ryan and jake and i got chicken. and i went to see dana at the superrink. randi and nick were there too, and randis dad. i guess its not so bad for me.
 
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there once was a kid from blaine, whos boredom drove him insane.   
08:44pm 23/02/2005
 
mood: anxious
music: the vines
STOP CONFUSING ME!!!!


my day was soooooo boring. and confusing. i cant even tell if she likes me or not right now. damn. im also really really bored. and tired of always doing the same thing every day. i need some variety. something big is going to happen soon, i can just feeol it. something that will change my life? probably not, but something that will at least make me feel better for a while. something that will change my life will happen within a month though, i can almost gaurantee it. i just feel it.
 
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no comment   
09:07pm 19/02/2005
 
mood: drained
music: hot rod church--- black rider (gunfight tonight)
why is it that people are so unreliable? like they say "hey, i wanna hang out this weekend" so you give them your phone number and they never call. that bums me out. kind of like head gaskets on a northstar. sorry, bad analogy, none of you get it. but you know, i just wish people would call me when they say theyre going to.


and i wish someone would buy my truck.


and i wish i had a good enough friend to ask to prom.


i guess im just down tonight. its all this damn sugar.
 
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04:27pm 17/02/2005
  hello.  
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why dont vegetarians eat meat?   
09:38pm 11/02/2005
 
mood: cranky
music: he is legend--- suave
im getting more and more bored. the snow is melting and ive been watching a ton of skate videos, but i cant skate until the state meet is over. thats like a whole week from now. i cant take it!!! i wish a had a big chunk of stake right now.

to top it off, i cant have caffine for a week. not that i have much anyway, but i cant drink tea, coffee, coaco, or eat chocclate. i love all those things. oh well, ill get by.
 
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with the determination of a bloodhound   
07:48pm 06/02/2005
 
mood: cheerful
music: joy division--- love will tear us apart
i restrung my guitar today. i dont like the new strings. too bright and tinny.
 
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so tired   
06:48pm 03/02/2005
 
mood: calm
music: claude t. smith---- festival variations
i was really tired today. i think i fell asleep in every class. but the ski meet got cancelled, and so did practice, so i slept. now im not so tired. :P
 
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foud this on lea's "hope you dont mind dear"   
08:06pm 02/02/2005
 
mood: content
music: art blakey--- wee dot
LAST PERSON WHO....
Slept in your bed: the bed bugs?
Saw you cry: whoever was there when that 50 pound starter fell on my face.
Made you cry: mr. goodwrench
Spent the night at your house: i dunno, aune maybe?
You shared a drink with: prolly my dad
You went to the movies with: dana m
You went to the mall with: mommy
Yelled at you: daddy
Sent you an e-mail: some guy i dont know.

HAVE YOU EVER....
Said "I love you" and meant it?: probably not.
Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish,etc.: no, but i did get into a cat fight once...
Yell: yes.
Fight: why were the last two in the present tense under the heading "have you ever...?"
Been to New York?:no
Been to Florida?: yes
California?: no. damn hippies.
Hawaii?: No
Mexico?: yes
China?: china buffet!
Canada?: yes, but i dont remember it.
Danced naked?: if you wanna call it that.
Wish you were the opposite sex?: only so i could date ryan or matt.
Had an imaginary friend?:who hasnt?

RANDOM
Red or blue?: blue
Spring or fall? winter
Are you bored?: i probably wont be by the time you read this...
Last noise you heard?: heavy exhale ::sigh::
Last time you went out of the state: january. for skiing.
Things you like in a girl/guy?: innards, blood, nerves...
Do you have a crush on someone?: yeah, but im not tryimg real hard.
What book are you reading now?: im not, im filling out this questionaire.
Worst feeling in the world?: losing your wind in the middle of a race, but you still have to go as hard as you can.
What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: "shut the hell up!"-at my alarm clock.
How many rings before you answer?: on which phone?
Future daughter's name: limejello, cherryjello, and formicadinette.
Future son's name: orangejello, lemonjello, grapejello, and gustav.
If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?: driving around in shitty-ass cars and ripping the hell out of them.
Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?: while doing what?
What's under your bed?: carpet, padding, cement, and dirt.
Current Age: 17
Siblings: 3 sisters.
Location: chair in front of the computer.
Piercings: i fell on the ice and cut myself today, does that count?
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no.

THE EXTRA STUFF...
Do you do drugs?: no. well, i have a lifelong prescription, does that count?
Do you drink: not on a regular basis and i dont get drunk.
Who is your best friend?: matt or ryan.
What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?: cheap shampoo and no conditioner.
What are you most scared of:? heavy car parts falling on me.
What clothes do you sleep in?: i dont... sleep that is, too time consuming.
Who is the last person who called you?: the minnesota orchestra
Where do you want to get married?: on a levitating platform over the bodensee. that would be cool.
If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?: that i have ugly, flat hair.
Who do you really hate?: claude t. smith. damn festival variations!
Favorite number: im not particular in that way. but i do like odd nombers for automotive purposes. its easire to start from a center that exists.
Been In Love?: yes.
What Type Automobile Do You Drive: a chevy. i hate chevys.
Are You Timely Or Always Late: timely.
Do You Have A Job: yes.
Do You Like Being Around People: yes
Are you for world peace: yea
Are you a health freak: i dont drink carbonated beverages, but thats pretty much it.
Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: most of the time.
Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: no.
Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: no. i have types that i like better, but not that i always go for.
Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: sure do.
Ever Liked a close boy/Girl Friend: sure have.
Are You Lonely Right Now: in this context, yes.
Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: no, im a hottie. plus, ill be rich.
Do You Want To Get Married: yeah.
Do You Want Kids: not if theyre brats, but yes.

FAVORITE...
Room In house: outside.
Type(s) of music: straight-up rock n' roll, big band jazz.
Song: led zeppelin- four sticks/ art blakey- wee dot
Memory: the party in biwabik with the andover ski team.
Day Of The Week: saturday.
Color: green
Perfume and/Or Cologne: avon wilderness. its super old-school, you cant buy it under like $100 anymore, so i almost never use it.
Month: march. all the snow melts and i have the most skating time of the whole year ahead of me!
Season: summer


IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU....
Cried: no.
Bought Something: does a car wash count if i get it free from work?
Gotten Sick: no
Sang: yea
Said I Love You: yes.
Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: yeah.
Met Someone New: yes
Moved On: no.
Talked To Someone: yea.
Had A Serious Talk: yes.
Missed Someone: i suppose i have...
youhugged Someone: yea.
Kissed Someone: no.
Fought With Your Parents: no.
Dreamed About Someone: always.
Had a lot of sleep: nope.

whew. that was long.
 
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uh huh   
07:48pm 02/02/2005
 
mood: chipper
music: tears for fears---- head over heels
today was unreal. really, it just didnt seem real. but thats for me to decide. i guess. that didnt make sense. lets start over.



i liked today. i got to write my german essay instead of going to 1st hour, i got to do my history during second hour. mrs hogan was hight spirited and rather amusing during third hour. i didnt have to do anything during fourth hour. schleich got pissed off and left during 5th hour. i slept through sixth hour, and seventh hour was greatly amusing.

then i got lost on the way to practice because my coach gave me the wrong directions, but we went skijumping today, so it was all good. and to top it all off, my parents brought me out to dinner. yay me.
 
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06:07pm 31/01/2005
 
mood: disappointed
im tired...............................................................
 
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wow (i think ive used this one before...)   
09:05pm 24/01/2005
 
mood: tired
music: slphs jazz I --- get me to the church on time
and then i was like "holy shit, two new emails, and bothe of them in the inbox too!" i never get mail, so it was cool. they were both ads.

anyhow, does anyone know the answer to number six? im really stuck.
 
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mad world   
10:23pm 22/01/2005
 
mood: bungry
music: gary jules ---- mad world
damn, im glad i dont smoke pot. i have the munchies all the time anyway. oh well, i think ill go drink them away. hahahaha! jk...........?

im really bored! and hungry!
 
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the life of the common moron   
10:37pm 21/01/2005
 
mood: complacent
music: slphs jazz I----- munchin' cookies
tonight matt and i went to the basketball game. that kind of sucked, but then we went and crashed the nhs sleep in a box thing. much fun was had. we brought them cocoa, and made a taco bell run for them. we also buried amiee in the snow. this resulted in matt getting very wet, which in turn got us kicked out...? in dont get how that works either.

so anyway, then we decided to take the beast out and whip some shitties, but as soon as we took it out of four-wheel drive, we got stuck, and when we put it back in, we couldnt whip shitties. damn. so then we went home, and now im telling you guys.

anybody wanna do something this weekend? my saturday is open.
 
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so...   
08:16pm 19/01/2005
 
mood: lethargic
music: showbread----mouth like a magazine
its been a while, eh comrades? well, i guess i still have nothing to report. i got a new job at the conoco at cloverhood and 65. ummm.... yeah.

skiing is going ok, i suppose. race today, got a pretty good time. well, yep. thats about it tonight.

ok bye.
 
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nowhere   
11:12pm 04/12/2004
 
mood: crazy
music: he is legend-------do you think im pretty?
the killer bees are killing me
it will be some time before i am alright
but im certain that i will return to my normalcy
so please dont give up on me yet
as i will be back soon
though i dont know where it is that i am
i know im clawing my way up, and my life is at the top

do you know how to help me
im not certain you can
ive had this placed on me so heavy i cant stand
under my own power i must manage to go
and when i get there i will be ok
because thats where the truth is
and i will be there soon
though i dont know where i am
i know im clawing my way up, and my life is at the top

WHERE ARE YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?
WHAT DO YOU WANT?
WHY CANT I DO THIS RIGHT?

if i could only find who it is that did this to me
i would know what to do with them
and then i could make my escape
my perfect escape from this world
im trying to find my way into where i need to be
and it doesnt seem to work out by just me
so im going to find another to drag along
so when i get there ill be not lonely
but have someone to spend the days with evermore
though i dont know where i am
i know im clawing my way up and my life is at the top.

YOU CAN HELP ME
YOU CAN FIND ME
I NEED YOU TO LIVE
I NEED ANOTHER






come see my failure to heartbreak at footstock 2005
 
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09:13pm 03/12/2004
 
mood: confused
music: led zeppelin-------kashmir
hahahahahahahahahahah! alex just fell off my chair! it was the flippin funniest thiung ever, i wish you all could see it. meh. i dont know what to say. cross country ski started, so that takes up a lot of time. i really need a job very badly, im beyond broke. im still single, and i dont think girls like me... you ladies have to help me out with this one, what am i doing wrong? jk. i dont care that much. so. nobodys bought the beast yet, and im sad for that:( . i need a new vehicle, that doesnt smell like... that doesnt smell like the tire yards on hot summer days. like a saab or a benzie... or a volvo wagon. oh well. you alls gotta keep in touch, i miss you people.
 
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